Come Alive

Just randomly looking at old YouTube videos, how people were making videos during the last pandemic, during the last MCO. It just felt like yesterday, but it has been really 4 years already. And so much has changed in the past year, for me personally.

I stumbled across a song, that I used to enjoyed so much as I worshipped. Come Alive by Collective KL, such an amazing song, and something that still impacts to me until today.

Go and check it out, when you have to time. It reminds me, how we all come alive, when God is in our lives.

Maybe that is what I need now, to come alive again. Enough with the emo-ness, enough with the sadness, enough with that self doubting, downcasting, and self-blaming.

It is time to Come Alive.

Lonely Road

I should quit

Or maybe I should just give up

It doesn't matter what I do, how hard I try, how much I try to strive forward

In the end, life gets to you, beats you down, throws you out, and aims to destroy you

As much as I hope for a better life, I just cannot see it. I find myself drowning, alone, the silence is deafening

No one is there, to notice, the broken, the sadness, the loneliness

In the end, in this world, you are all alone

And that is the unfortunate reality

This is the path that has been laid out for me, and this is the path I will walk, no longer deviating

As others are content and happy with their life, I slowly go downward into the spiral

And even the other person, doesn't even realize it, or maybe finds it to repetitive to bother about me

This is the path, that I have to walk alone

In the end, as Green Day says it, "I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known, don't know where it goes, but it's home to me and I walk alone"